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yuh main its lyke i'm basicly gettin kicked out so no one prolly looks
at thys anyway so i jus thought i would say good bye to the lyke 3 ppl
that actually do look at thys if ya wanna hit me up on my cell or
suttin ... dueces
Souljah
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yuh its ya boy souljah in tha xanguh yuh tha last entry was knia sad...
sry bout that i was jus really sad i aint so sad no moe i mean its
still there but not as bad i have learned somethyngs that have changed
it alot... but yuh i jus have my really sad tymes and i'm sry to the
gurl i love for tha xanguh entry that ya didn't lyke i wasn't really
all togetha wen i wrote that... wow man lyfe has its ways of turnin
against you and then fixin shyt all in tha same tyme... lol its all
about tymin really gotta b willin to wait foe what u want... N i don't
what i want n i'ma wait foe it cuz what i want iz the only thyng on
thys earff worf wantin ya feel if ya eva ben inlove you will know what
i mean... Love is lyke something no one can match or compare the feelin
wiff i mean wen i am around the one i love its lyke i am on anotha
world its lyke heaven walkin in the flesh its that amazin... I jus wish
everyone could love lyke i do... wen thys gurl n me lock eye's its
really lyke we are the only one's on the planet and nuttin else matta's
she is jus lyke a dyme that i will neva hurt again... ("i'm sry for
what i did")... i thynk sometymes that mistakes are meant foe a higher
perpus then anyone know's about lyke i thynk god put mistakes in ppl's
lyfe so they can grow moe knowledgable bc humans mess up but those who
learn and grow turn into greats... lyke me i made a couple byg mistakes
and i have learned from them and "i'm willin to spend the rest of my
lyfe maken them up to you"-to the one i love... now don't thynk i'm
tryna deny her by nawt sayin her name she jus ratha foe now ppl nawt
know her actual name but all yall needa know iz i love her and she is
awesome and amazing... If i could eva have one re do of my lyfe i dunno
if i eva would bc i thank god foe all of my lyfe nawt jus the good
tymes the good tymes came bc of the bad tymes i thynk ppl don't realize
that alot and its nawt cool cuz dey blame god foe the bad and then wen
it gets betta they don't even stop and thank him... now i aint here to
judge you i'm jus sayin wat i feel iz true i'va done that to but i'm
tryna get betta at it... if you don't got god beleive me yourl yfe
isn't what it could be i know i myte nawt seem lyke a person who loves
god but i do all tho here lately its ben hard foe me to even tell
that... but i'ma work on it tho... i aint tryna b a preacha or nuttin
jus a thug tryna sread a positive message i thynk we need moe of that
i've ben threw alot n i mean god is the only thynk that makes sence
worff servin nawt ya pistol nawt anythyng i had to learn that the hard
way don't b lyke me... anyways enough about all that jus felt lyke i
should say it so i did... man i neva had thys many thoughts goin threw
my head its gettin hard to process thoughts and shyt and to top it off
i'm startin to get wrytters block really bad... i hope i can get passed
that bc if i can't rap i dunno what i will do its lyke my therapy
keeps me sane if ya eva had wrytters block hit me up and tell me what
ya did so i can try it lol but i don't thynk that will work foe
me tho... man i can't wait till thys weekend i'm goin back to misquite
no one know's on what level of how much i love it there its lyke one of
those places i feel at home i feel lyke my 2 bestfriends house iz moe
of my home then my own place wich iz really bad foe my parents but who
cares... man i feel so weird lyke my heart has thys weird feelin lyke
its happy but a confussed happiness lyke almost if i'm confussd but at
peace wit a couple stuff well foe the moment anyways i hope its lasts
tho cuz its kina comferting... dayum thys past week has ben awesome but
confussin but i thynk ova all it was the best thyng that could have
happened and "i can't wait till you are done filin all the papers"-to
my the gurl i'm inlove with... but i'm waitin its no ruch cuz u even
said ya self its all about jus given it tyme... ok man if someone reads
thys that don't know me don't thynk i'm some fuckin emo kid no offence
to emo ppl i jus don't want ppl thynk i'm some freakish emo child...
now that thats ben said anyways... if yall havn't heard that song maken
memories of us by keith urban then you should or have me send it to you
cuz thats really one of the best country song i have eva heard... but
yuh i'ma go holla back at cha boy doe PLEASE leave some comments cuz no
one hardly eva does so holla back at cha boy give me some homie love ya
feel dueces
souLjah a.k.a. Ghetto Disciple
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yuh well i had a otha entry but it was that apropreate so i took it out
i thynk thats how u spell that word i thoguht i was done wit xanga but
hell i'm nawt man yak now i hate my lyfe ryte now bc it seems lyke
everythyng that could go wrong is findin away to go wrong i mean one
thyng afta anotha... i'm inlove wit thys gurl and she does love me i
geuss i really don't know what she feels foe me anymoe... i thought i
knew but nope i geuss in then end she will b betta off wit out my shyt
but i still hope we get back togetha cuz i miss her every single day
some tymes i wish i jus didn't get affected and could b mellow lyke
soemone i know iz... man all i wanna do iz hurry and b put in my grave
cuz heaven is so much betta then earth and then i mean lyfe is so so so
hard ryte now i don't wanna give up tho i jus wanna hurry and figa out
what the purpus of all thys shyt is i mean its really hard wen the one
you love doens't even know if she has any feelings foe u period its
hard REALLY hard but hell i am maken it threw lyfe i shed tears wen
needa... but don't thynk i'm lyke a fuckin phsyco tho i'm jus inlove
and its true soemtymes love does hurt but it also keeps me alive most
the tyme but yuh man i am so confussed on what to do i know i am
willing to wait on her but the thyng is i thynk i will wait till die
foe her and i know i can't do that...
"you know who you are I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!
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| yuh well today has sucked in ways but its all good i jus dunno wud to
do anymoe... my heart feels lyke its gettin ripped apart peace by peace
its nawt cool... its lyke i have a heart but its gettin cut up
slowly... i was listen to that song by papa roach its called lyke scars
its a really awesome cuz its so true man i wish i could jus fix all
thys shyt i can help all my friends why can't i help myself it suxx...
wow last nyte i couldn't sleep i rolled around in my bed alot it wasn't
cool i thought hell was gonna freeze ova befoe i got to sleep... man
then i got up and went and walked out side and that didn't help i had
thys one guy lookin at me funny lyke he wanted to kick my ass and that
pissed me the fuck off... man fuck thys xanguh shyt thys will b my last
entry so holla back at cha boy ya wanna tawk to me then i m me or
suttin dueces
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wud it do,
dayum today ben some kina crazy lyke mad doe ca lyke ppl b lyke maken
me sad it isn't cool. I geuss i jus want all my home boys and all my
home gurls to have a good lyfe so bad sometymes i foeget about mine
bein good. But yuh today has ben pretty klean doe i met thys one chic
she's so beautiful and pimpin. But besides that today has jus ben ok
but foe real. I had some shyt go down wit my cousin it was my fault
tho... SRY cuz you know i got mad luh foe ya doe. O shyt man i know i
keep sayin thys but yall needa know I O U mixtape is out its my home
boys mixtape that he did foe his gurl its all love songs of him rappin
so come on ya know ya want some info about that shyt its so klean. But
anyways man today has had a couple bad and a couple good i'm hopin at
ta end of ta day tha good can ova come tha bad foe real. Man yall jus
don't know how much it suxx to have to see yur friends sad foe me its
lyke a knyfe in my heart i want all my friends to have ta best lyfe
they can and some don't and that makes me so SAD. I thynk my real
weekness and prolly one of my only ones is that i really do care to
much about otha ppl and nawt enough about me lol well it aint that
funny. Well thats all foe yalls crusty selfs!!!
well i'm out dueces!!!!!
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