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yuh its ya boy souljah in tha xanguh yuh tha last entry was knia sad...
sry bout that i was jus really sad i aint so sad no moe i mean its
still there but not as bad i have learned somethyngs that have changed
it alot... but yuh i jus have my really sad tymes and i'm sry to the
gurl i love for tha xanguh entry that ya didn't lyke i wasn't really
all togetha wen i wrote that... wow man lyfe has its ways of turnin
against you and then fixin shyt all in tha same tyme... lol its all
about tymin really gotta b willin to wait foe what u want... N i don't
what i want n i'ma wait foe it cuz what i want iz the only thyng on
thys earff worf wantin ya feel if ya eva ben inlove you will know what
i mean... Love is lyke something no one can match or compare the feelin
wiff i mean wen i am around the one i love its lyke i am on anotha
world its lyke heaven walkin in the flesh its that amazin... I jus wish
everyone could love lyke i do... wen thys gurl n me lock eye's its
really lyke we are the only one's on the planet and nuttin else matta's
she is jus lyke a dyme that i will neva hurt again... ("i'm sry for
what i did")... i thynk sometymes that mistakes are meant foe a higher
perpus then anyone know's about lyke i thynk god put mistakes in ppl's
lyfe so they can grow moe knowledgable bc humans mess up but those who
learn and grow turn into greats... lyke me i made a couple byg mistakes
and i have learned from them and "i'm willin to spend the rest of my
lyfe maken them up to you"-to the one i love... now don't thynk i'm
tryna deny her by nawt sayin her name she jus ratha foe now ppl nawt
know her actual name but all yall needa know iz i love her and she is
awesome and amazing... If i could eva have one re do of my lyfe i dunno
if i eva would bc i thank god foe all of my lyfe nawt jus the good
tymes the good tymes came bc of the bad tymes i thynk ppl don't realize
that alot and its nawt cool cuz dey blame god foe the bad and then wen
it gets betta they don't even stop and thank him... now i aint here to
judge you i'm jus sayin wat i feel iz true i'va done that to but i'm
tryna get betta at it... if you don't got god beleive me yourl yfe
isn't what it could be i know i myte nawt seem lyke a person who loves
god but i do all tho here lately its ben hard foe me to even tell
that... but i'ma work on it tho... i aint tryna b a preacha or nuttin
jus a thug tryna sread a positive message i thynk we need moe of that
i've ben threw alot n i mean god is the only thynk that makes sence
worff servin nawt ya pistol nawt anythyng i had to learn that the hard
way don't b lyke me... anyways enough about all that jus felt lyke i
should say it so i did... man i neva had thys many thoughts goin threw
my head its gettin hard to process thoughts and shyt and to top it off
i'm startin to get wrytters block really bad... i hope i can get passed
that bc if i can't rap i dunno what i will do its lyke my therapy
keeps me sane if ya eva had wrytters block hit me up and tell me what
ya did so i can try it lol but i don't thynk that will work foe
me tho... man i can't wait till thys weekend i'm goin back to misquite
no one know's on what level of how much i love it there its lyke one of
those places i feel at home i feel lyke my 2 bestfriends house iz moe
of my home then my own place wich iz really bad foe my parents but who
cares... man i feel so weird lyke my heart has thys weird feelin lyke
its happy but a confussed happiness lyke almost if i'm confussd but at
peace wit a couple stuff well foe the moment anyways i hope its lasts
tho cuz its kina comferting... dayum thys past week has ben awesome but
confussin but i thynk ova all it was the best thyng that could have
happened and "i can't wait till you are done filin all the papers"-to
my the gurl i'm inlove with... but i'm waitin its no ruch cuz u even
said ya self its all about jus given it tyme... ok man if someone reads
thys that don't know me don't thynk i'm some fuckin emo kid no offence
to emo ppl i jus don't want ppl thynk i'm some freakish emo child...
now that thats ben said anyways... if yall havn't heard that song maken
memories of us by keith urban then you should or have me send it to you
cuz thats really one of the best country song i have eva heard... but
yuh i'ma go holla back at cha boy doe PLEASE leave some comments cuz no
one hardly eva does so holla back at cha boy give me some homie love ya
feel dueces
souLjah a.k.a. Ghetto Disciple
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... I'm sure that gurl loves u more than u will ever kno. I have some feelins like that for someone but its so complicated
. Ne ways, I'm always here for u so if u ever need ne one just let me kno...
